Friday, January 28, 2011

i so do not need this

like from you guys of all people? seriously? like only when i make it then you say to me,
ohhh we're so proud of you.. blah blah, never doubted you.. yadda yadda.. my foot!
it's times like these where i just wanna give it to you and say:
told you so..

but to all the detractors and haters, doubters and sitting on the fence people, i'm just gonna let it slide.. not because i don't suffer fools. but simply because, you were right.
i could not, and would not have done it, without God.

now if you'll excuse me,
i have unfinished business to attend to..

Saturday, January 22, 2011

impossible is not a word

it's just a reason not to try. however, willingness is nothing without effort. and of course unless the good Lord blesses, the workers labour in vain. but seriously.. sometimes it is a real pain trying to figure out what is lacking. interest? effort? or my vision was wrong in the first place?

or is it all just me trying to reason it out? 'impossible' in another form? i know some people are good at casting vision and setting goals, whilst others are expert at making those goals happen. but was the vision correct in the first place? sometimes, there can be no peace with questions like these.. then there's nothing more to say but, like that lor..

whatever the case, you're not gonna find me lacking in willingness or effort. and then you gotta go drop the "obedience is better than sacrifice" bomb.. but doesn't obedience require sacrifice? okok, now i see why i still can't contextualize (see contextualies hahah). it's true,

sometimes it's easier to be right and so much harder to be wrong