paradise

here i am stuck indoors when the weather is awesome today.
dreaming of paradise..

enough

almost got me.. aha. nice try.
very impressed with the build up, sneaky and very well co-ordinated.
too bad the game is up. well actually.. thankfully, it is by grace.
i was blind but now i see.
time to focus on the important things.


my strength in life is, i am yours
my soul delights 'cos i am yours
you will on earth is all i'm living for


you are my heart's desire,
i live to know you more.


and that is enough.

everyday is a reminder

can't move. it starts to get dark. stuck in the mud, AGAIN.. and it's like, okaay 

i really don't have time for this... REALLY. 
okok i hear you. thanks for the gentle reminder, i know that i'm not home.. 
so yeahh okaay cool... 

actually, it's so totally NOT cool. like this is THE limit. i'm done. i tap out. 
i don't wanna do this. let's go home. think i've seen enough. 
it really is quite a sickening, incapacitating feeling.

i mean.. after all,

i wasn't made for here.

homesick.

strong words..