keeping still.

and staying focused is so hard to do when you mind's entertaining doubts. or when your heart's racing. i know, i know, i spoke too soon. Just as i said i wasn't worried, the fiery arrows of doubt whistled in and ignited. classic man. i even began to doubt whether i even sent in my application. champion right? i just wanted to confirm everything.. like now. like geez, stop being such a tease man. i could always call up people, who would know someone on the inside... but the Word came through.. and i think (i say think because i don't wanna do it) it is to wait. suddenly that stupid hymn in the school hymn book makes sense now.

trust and obey.