serious okaay..

yeah. it's getting serious. i'm beginning to grasp the full extent of what it means to fight to maintain your freedom. plus, taking every thought captive, is no mean feat when you've got a fantastic imagination like mine. but nevertheless, through the trials and changes, One thing remains.. of which sometimes, i neglect to be thankful for.

Sometimes you only want to 'hear' the things you want to hear... and only 'see' the things you wanna see. but ultimately, there's only one Boss with a plan.. The Plan. perhaps i've been listening to 'the misinformation' for too long... accepting it in my ignorance. alas, the fiery darts have somehow upgraded into incendiary bombs. i guess i should console myself that i've levelled up? funny how easily i am discouraged by the present and forget about your faithfulness.. in some sort of weird sense, i think the only way forward is looking back. makes sense?

oh well, go figure.