Monday, December 14, 2009

when the roof caved in..

and the truth came out. well in reality, the roof never did cave in enough to bring about the changes so direly needed to effect lasting solutions. we just white-washed over the cracks. yeah i know you meant well. i didn't mean any harm either.... just thought that maybe, you'd look better with your two front teeth missing.

honest man. i thought i was all for the best. so here goes. hope you have steel-capped boots so no one's toes get stepped on.

i'm only here don't shout it (circa jan '09)
but sometimes i guess that's the only way to get things off your chest. i guess i hate failure so i quit when things are going great. perhaps that explains the shouting yeah. :P just remember,
you gotta read between the lines just in case you need it when you're older.

drop it like it's hot. (circa march '09)
and if them pigs try to get yer, park it like it's hot. to put things nicely, it's called retrograde. that is the problem. do you stay and fight, or live to fight another day? like hollywood so romantically puts it. it's the cowards that survive wars. them jokers who end up as heroes didn't do squat compared to those who died. it's just that the propaganda-media machine has to find someone which everyone can glorify and rally around. history is written by the victor.

7/10 (circa april '09)

focus and you experience unparalleled clarity. tuesday, 2/3 jose. wed, more drinks than i ever imagined. thurs, the remaining 'you can't get drunk on beer!', fri, 'you haven't come by, have a couple more, on the house..' interesting fact: the only psychedelic trips i had were with high fevers. no chemical assistance needed. SO YOU GONNA BAN FEVERS NOW?


guess this is where i'll have to stand (circa may '09)
i guess the trick is in liking what you've already got. so now i finally know where our motto was plagiarized from.. the legendary legionnaires. not the roman kind, the french ones. come on man.. we can do better right? or you know what.. i'll just join them. terms are better than serving your own country. how does that all add up? weird ain't it?

tell me baby. (circa june '09)
was the butter good? truth be told, it was really quite tame. like don't you need to work tomorrow? or like when this was popular, i was in primary school, and you were still drinking milk. think i'm done for good.

no title. just pure bitchin (circa july '09)
4 overseas exercises enought to rival a regular... flown in choppers more than some regulars will ever dream of....UH-1H once, AS332 twice, CH-46 once. what's the AS332? well, that's the SuperPuma.. how do i know that? oh yes, forgot to mention i'm the only joker to get 49/50 for the target recognition test :P whilst most people will undertake longwalk once in their entire lifetime, i walked it 3 times. and it's not because i sucked and had to recourse. and might i add, every time it was completed in under 30h, with all checkpoints found.

just let it be? (circa sept '09)
yeah. i'll let it be. call it cowardice, no balls, whatever. there's nothing to prove. go ahead. spread the word. there's a new coward in town.
hi. my name is andrew, i'm a tight-fisted, penny pinching cheapskate. the pain somehow outweighs the price. suddenly nothing seems worth the effort anymore.
yeah i know, without hard work and dedication, things wouldn't be the way they are. screw that, what is so fantastic about the way things are?

so.. any swollen toes? hahah. i guess things are time sensitive. right now, no kick. indeed. history is written by the victor. there is no loser's side of the story.. 'cos it's written by the victor. All forms of media, by nature is biased and we will never know what really did go down.

like for instance, we all think that the Nazi concentration camps were closed down after WWII. wrong. most of these camps were in Soviet held territory. in fact, when the Germans surrendered, the Allies hadn't taken Berlin. The Soviets beat them to it. so what of the concentration camps? well Stalin thought it a great waste to close them down, and since he had a whole lot of his own dissidents, the camps stayed open and were filled with political opponents and dissidents. so the abuses, and gassing never stopped.

the implications are on everything we know and thought to be true. you can call it cynicism or unbelief. well then, who gave us free will? and who created us to have the ability to think critically?

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